Based on the title, I know that the question of what constitutes beauty is at the heart of the book, but I've been more interested in references to intellectualism, such as Claire's interaction with her students at the Bus Stop:
Claire's kind of learning was tiresome to her [Zora]. Claire didn't know anything about theorists, or ideas, or the latest thinking. Sometimes Zora suspected her of being barely intellectual. With her, it was always "in Plato" or "in Baudelaire" or "in Rimbaud," as if we all had time to sit around reading whatever we fancied. pp. 218-19
What exactly does it mean to be an intellectual? Howard, Claire, Zora, and Monty all seem to be representative of different aspects of intellectualism, whereas Kiki and Carlene refuse to think of themselves as intellectuals. For me, intellectualism is equivalent to cultural currency. It’s being able to drop names of philosophers in a way that shows the speaker is not only widely read, but also understands these people. It also means having interesting projects that allow you to easily talk about art, literature, philosophy, and history. In other words, it’s a party that I want to be invited to and a discussion that I want to be able to participate in.
In fact, part of what makes intellectualism so intriguing to me, is its tendency towards exclusivity. Of course there’s also the added factor that my brand of intellectualism covers those topics that I’m most interested in discussing. What I love about Smith’s writing is that she’s able to make intellectualism seem both exclusive and elusive. Zora’s got the brains and the cultural currency, but her lack of heart and talent keeps her out of the poetry elite. Howard has plenty of knowledge and original ideas, but he’s published very little and is an arrogant jerk. Howard also seems to have missed the boat. And Monty’s ardent conservativism makes him seem like a pseudo intellectual, but maybe that’s because I’ve been indoctrinated by the liberal establishment. Claire knows poetry and is well read, but she doesn’t know Foucault. To be perfectly honest, I wouldn’t really want to hang out with any of these people. They all seem to have an overwhelming amount of that other trait of intellectualism: arrogance.
Despite my distaste for these characters and my preference for people like Kiki, Jerome (whose intellectualism hasn’t really been illustrated up to this point), and Carlene, I’m still drawn to this notion of intellectualism, in part I think because recently I’ve been coming to grips with the fact that I’m no intellectual myself. And for the most part, I will never be an intellectual because I don’t have the motivation to read Nietzsche or Foucault or Derrida on my own. And I can’t even pretend that I understand them. But I still want to go to the party.
Like poor little Katie Armstrong, I want to be able to say something intelligent in class. And that, I think, is the magic, in Smith’s writing. She’s turned intellectualism into the new aristocracy. Even though I find Zora, Howard, Claire, and Monty distasteful, their elitism, along with my own curiosity about their areas of study, makes intellectualism attractive. Yet, Smith has also helped me recognize my own glorification of intellectualism, leading me to reconsider how I feel about it and whether I really want to aspire to it. And I think to some extent, Kiki feels the same curiosity and desire to be included, but sometimes it’s safer to exclude oneself rather than take the risk of being shut out by everyone else.
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On another note, I've been thinking a lot about Howard lately and his feelings towards Kiki. I think he really believes, at this point in the book, that he loves her. But love seems to be about self-satisfaction for him. He's still mezmerized by her face and appreciative of her love, but he's missed the part where love is also about giving to someone else, recognizing that your happiness comes only from their happiness. And that's why he had an affair when he thought he was still very much in love with Kiki. Instead he was in love with her love.